

A PleaWhy on days as such, do the thoughts slowly creep in? I always end up alone, to slowly let them take control. I want to so much to be gone. I feel trapped, that everything is smothering me. I want to just drive away, to be any where but here. I then realize I have no where to escape to. I begin to feel even more trapped, more smothered. My mind drifts off to the blood I could shed. My life I could give up. Would they even care? I know they love me, but if they knew what creeps into my mind, I fear they would banish me. Maybe thats all I want. Freedom. Peace. Life. MA Plea


Great FriendI can not admit it I know, but the knowledge I refuse Your my friend And always will be Were both afraid Your different then any of my friends before Your all I need but nothing I want I can not admit it This feeling is different then any before I am confused I hold back I want to tell you But I refuse to acknowledge The fact that I Love YouGreat Friend


My FriendsHave you met my friend Pain? I personally know her very well. She was over last night. She stood by my side when no one else would. We pondered on my past, then present, and talked if I would have a future. Talking of the future got me to dreaming. I dreamt of Pain leaving. But like always I cant let her go.My Friends
If you met Pain, you should meet Sorrow. I know her just as well as I know Pain. Sorrow is by my side during the day. She helps me to laugh a little louder. And also smile a bit more. I asked her to leave but she stayed.
My friends Pain


Why?No one doesn't really understand. To tell the truth, I don't really understand. As he held me in his arms that night, he told me, "Please don't do it ever again. For me?" I felt so content that I agreed, even though something inside me smirked. Do you think he understands or even cares why I do what I do. But it's another night . . . alone . . . and my mind is trapped inside it's self. Just once more I say, what could it hurt. I know he doesn't really care, so why should I bother not to for him. I should just give up . . . the one thing he asked me not to . . . I did. He doesn't understand he doesn't know why . . . I don't even know why. I thWhy?
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